your. SMILE(:

I think my entries previously were so full of anger and aggressiveness. How stupid. After all, I shoudn't be getting uptight ot upset over that anymore. I mean, if aguy cannot appreciate you then its his problem.
Anyway, I'm in denial. Sometimes i think problems of the heart is really something i cannot grasp. I dont know if i should do this or not. Girls are always insecure i suppose. But uh, I think I'm a very insecure person :/ which sucks yes. I'm a rather gullible person, believeing a lot of things on the surface, but then again,. i get suspicious and sensitive easily. I can be so outgoing and loud and everything, then I can be stony and moody and quiet. I make myself think that this is what i am but I do another. Split personality anyone? But back again to my point, should I let myself be troubled with such problems that deals a lot of my mental thoughts and emotions? Even without starting, and my heart feels heavy. Maybe I should just wait and see, because I cant figure out wht this person is thinking. Tells me one thing, but what this person does, makes me feel another. Oh well. My love life sucks. And anyw, im too young to bother with love matters, er right?

You make me believe in one thing, but go do another.